shayad emruz akharin ruze olmpiyadi budane mn bashe:)

az unja ke farda mrh 2 daram ,goftam 1 matni bezaram inja  va khaterate in ayamo benvisam be surate kholase,va kollan az baziya tashakor konam:)

amma olampiyad az man chi sakht:)man zahram hamun dokhtare sharro shaytune un ghadima hamun ke az bas ke shaytun bud  hame az dasesh kalafe budan,hamun mojoode bacheyi ke karesh gereftane achar budo,khorab kardane tamame vasayele khune:)hamun ke tamam karaye marduneye khune roo dooshesh budo ta azash mipor30dan dokhtari ya pesar ba sedaye bolan migoft man pesare babam va dokhtare mamanam:Dhamun mojood ke be khatere shaytuniye bish az tu khune hame saresh dad mikeshidan ke basse kalafamun kardi:Dva che donyayi bud vasam:Dkollan dars khundano kare akharam midunesam ,vali khob hamishe 20 tamo migereftam,va hanuzam tu in fekram ke assan chi shod ke man 1 sampadi shodam:)

amma olmp be man yad dad ke bas messe mard basham  vali dar ayne hal dokhtar basham:Dyad dad ke assan zendegi pore az farazo nashibo sakhti o moshkel:)poro az dar do ranj:)pore az ghamo anduh:)pore az shekast:0yad dad zendegi 1 jadas ke adam bayad tush tamma sar balayi haro bere va age resid be gholle shad she va moragheb bashe ke be sarpayiniye zendegish narese:)ino ham bas bedune ke tamam jade haye donya 1 ruzi be sara shibi miresan:)pas bayad mardo mardune tu rush vastado dad zad man mitunam kolle in jadaro beram:)olmp be tore rasmi mano adam kard,man dg un zahraye ghabl nisam:)un shaytune  kharab kar nisam:)yad dade ke che tor ghadam ghadam in masire zendegiro ta gholle beram va az har shekastam ye piruzi bedast biyaram:)alan ke be in fekr mikonam ke shayad emruz akharin ruze zendegiye olmpiyadiye man bashe dg .....:)assan umadan tu in masir kh adamo az ham seno salaye khodesh jolo mindaze khayli ziyad:)be adam yad mide ke adam bashe tu zendegish yad mide kh az chizayi ke inja dare etefagh miyofte miyune  bache ha khale zanak baziye:)man yad gereftam ke bas  vase residan be har chizi talash konam:0yad gereftam ke dars kh mohemme:)yad gereftam ke un bala khodayi has ke age bekhad mishe va age nakhad nemishe:)

amma adamayi ke az birun mano didano baham ashna nashodan va mano dark nakardan,hamishe fekr kardan man adame kh maghruriyamo kollan kh khosh behalame  va assan moshkeli nist vasam:)vali bayad be hamashun begam ke sakht dar eshtebahan,man hich vaght maghrur nashodam va nemisham,va bar khalafe taffakoreshun adame bessiyar mehrabuniyam:)ino jeddi migam:)

assan olmp khundane man az jayi shuru shod ke didam khaharam  hamishe tu hame azmuna vasse khodesh yaliye:)va assan un 1 ruz tasmim gereft ke mano adam kone:)va tu in rah hamishe poshtam bud :)un zehne hame khanevadaro nesbat be man mosbat kard:)un harja khordam zamin dassamo gereft o bolandam kard:)un ghalbi dare be vossat asemun va pakiye darya:)va man hich khahari ro nadidam ke az hame chize khodesh vasse khahare digash begzare:0ke tu in mojood didam:)be nazaram un 1 fereshtast:)

kholase man az inja dasaye mehrabunesho mibusam:)age tu in ayyam kh vaghta narahatet kardam ozr mikham:)mamnune tam bi nahayat va omid varam farda betunam jobran konam:)

albate dusesham kh behem komak kard:)khodesh midune ki hast va man azash mamnunam ke messe khaharam avalie dabirestano komakam kard:)

amma avalin moaleme olmp bande va 1 kelase jame joore 5 nafare:) har chand ke  in moaleme aziz kh tu sare man mizad va bache ha vali hamin tu sare man zadanash bas mishod man vase kam nayovordan jolo pesaraye kels kolli dars bekhunam:)clsi ke hich vaghat bache hash taklifaro anjam nemidadan:)amma baes shod man ba 1 ham clsi khub ashna sham ke adame khubiye va kollan hesse reghabato un tu man ijad kard :)

amma ye ru tasmim gereftam vase kam kardane ruye hamin ham clsi messe un 1 reshteye dg ham vasse marh 1 ham sherkat konam:0va etefaghan kh khub bud vasam chon mojebe ashnayi ba ye adami shod ke alan uno ostade khodam midunam:)sale 2 om be surate ettefaghi ba in adam ashna shodam ,va kh khosh halam,adami ke tamam olmp ostanemuno messe bache hash midune va man vaghan talashesho vasse komamk be hamashun didam komak be hamashun:0vali shayad ma ghadr dane zahmatesh nabudim:)adami ke be man yad dars haye ziyadi yad dad:)rasman dar hagham baradari kard:)har chand kh vaght ha maro narahat kard va  ranjoond:0albate manam kh vaght ha az in kara  kardam:)vali bazam tajrobeye khubi bud:0man sale 2 om 1 ruz tu kelase in moalem neshastam va unja fahmidam ke bas in tori basham vasse shagerdam,har chand ke raftane 1 bare man tu un cls baes shod vasse 1 ki az  bache haye un cls bad she:)va age narahatesh kardam in ayyam ozr mikham:)va khlase ba in adam kolli khandidamo dava kardamo gheyre va azash besiyar sepaps gozaram va ja dare az dur dassaye por talashesho bebusam:)

kholase 1 ruz tasmim gereftam ke biyam tehran vasse olmp vase dashtane 1 cls ke tu ostane khodam nadashtam:)amma bozorg tarin eshtebahe zendegiye olmp man az inja shoroo shod:)doroste kh tajrobeye khubi bud:)vali vaghti behesh fekr mikonam age tu hamunja mimundam kh behtar pishraft mikardam:)1 tabestuno had aghal tanha nabudam :)ama hamin tanhayi zendegi kardanam behem dars dad,yad gereftam chetori gilimamo az ab bekesham birun:)va dar ayne hal khub bebmunamm:)doroste umadanam tu tehran basse az dast dadane kh chiza shod,vali bazam tajrobeye khubi bud:)hameye moalemaye unja va dusash kh khub budan:)doroste hamishe az hamashun aghab budam:))vali khodayish kh talash kardam tu in ayyam ino hameye azaye khanevadam shahed budan:)amma  age harfe 1 nafar nabud in bayn man bazam kh ziyad tar talash mikardam:)kh bishtar:hala che ghabul sham che nasham kh khosh halam ke tu in masir kh chiza yad gereftam:)olmp 1 koohe :)va piruzi tush yani residan be un gholleyi ke un balast:)vali begam piruzi yani in chizi ke man alan be dast ovordam na ghabul shodan tu azmune farda:)un chiziye ke man behesh residam,in sabk dars khundane alanam,dars khundan tu tammame saniye hayi ke moshkelat kenaram bud:D vali ba vojoode in   hatta age az hame dusam sakht tar dars khundam ,hatta age hamashun tu aramesh dars khundan va man tu in daghdagheye zendegim khundam:)hatta age dars khundane una mofid bashe vase  mn be mofidiye una nabashe,vali bazam man piruze in maydunam:Dman be ghole ostadam palange mazandaranam,va farda in palang mire miterkune:Dino be ostadam ghol midam:Dva kh ham dus daram 2 nafaro tu in baze 1ki khanevadamo 2 omish hamin ostadamo ke midune khodesh kiye:Dman be hich ki nemigam ostad vali un liyaghate ostad budano dare:Dbebakhshid age kadooye ruzet hamin tashakore alaname:D

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fizik yani khat khati:D

valah 1 soal bud tush moshtagh ina dasht,va na mafhum bud,,ba 4 ta khat khati be daste ostademun hal shod negah:D

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اگه من واسه رسیدن به این چیزه مسخره که خودم اونو1هدف خفن میدونستم؛به خاطرخودخواهی ابلهانه ومسخرم؛خانوادروبه دوقسمت تقسیم نمیکردم:(الان خانواده به این نقطه نمیرسیدن:(مامانوبابا به این نقطه نمیریسیدن:(خدایامن غلط کردم:(من خودخواهم میدونم:(التماس:(فقط این1بار رحم کن:(((((

baraye madaram

madar salam.khubi?omid varam hamishe khande ru labat bashe.mazerat ke asan haleto nemiporsam.fek nakoni yadam rafte toro.na mamani man age faramushiye zehniyam begiram,hamishe yadet, namet ,khandehat,tu tamame zehnam mimune,va hichi nemitune uno az zehnam pak kone,magar inke bemiram,ke age bemiram kh behtare dg:Dmamani to tamame zendeghiye mani,behtarin fersheteye ghalbe mani:De vojoode to be  tamame shadiham mani mibakhshe:Dmumi migam shomordi tamame bi marefatiyamo?kh mehrabuni ke ba tamame vojood mano doos dari.mazerat age yadet nabudam.dastato mibusam az haminja:Druzet mobarak:D

madar kalameye moghadase,az nazare man moghadas tarin kalameye in alame.madar yani hayat yani zendegi,yani vojood,adam delesh be dele mamanesh baste,ke age nabashe dg deli vase adam nemimune,khandeyi nemimunde,onmoghast ke dg adam tazahor be khandidan mikone,masalan mige man kh shadam,bad masalan mikhad bege hame chi kh adiye :Dmaman khatm mishe be khodaye ehsasat,madar khatm mishe be khodaye fadakari,madar khatm mishe be 1 labkhand,be 1 gozashte aziiiiiiim.

man nemitunam dark konam ke chera 1madar in ghadr fada kar bashe,!!!1 madar az shekame khodesh mizane ke bachash sir baashe,az khandash mizane ke bachash bekhande,az javunish migzare ke bachash javuni kone,1 madare vagheyi hatta az joooonesh migzare ke bachash zendebashe:(khob in hamishe vasam soal bude ke chera??be che gheymati??be che arzeshi??sad sal bachat shad nabaashe ,javuni nakone ,zende nabashe,akhe tooooo chi ha??baba to bas bashi ,to bas shadi koni,bekhandi,in yani zendegi:Dakhe chera az hame chit migzari??:Dmadari bash ,khoda gofte madari kon khob bokon:Dakhe be che gheymati:Dajibast inha baraye man,baz ham ajib ast,vali khob dg?????

delam gerfte

emshab delam kh ajiiiiiiiiiib gerefte:D

man osulan vaghti narahatm or delam gerefte bashe gerye nemikonam,faghat be surate ajbi saket misham va nemiharafm,hame behem miigan lal shodi aya??:D

alan az un ruzast va man besurate ajibi arumam,va seda azam dar nemiyad,khodam nemidunam chera,1ki bege,?????????

khob badesh shoma budin che mikardin???

amma neveshtan osoolan arumam mikone,khube ke mitunam benvisam,khube ke 1 daftarche khatere daram,khube ke inja mitunam benvisam

:)khande chize khubiye vasse inke adam betune narahatihasho faramush kone:)pas khube ke hanuz mitunam bekhandam:)

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